Just some thoughts
I'm pretty sure most people, (or at least myself until a while ago), don't really realize the affect COVID had on us. Like that was crazy, that was a crazy thing that happened. I think my social skills are severely worsened because of it. I wonder what would have happened if COVID never came around. Would we be less unified? Did we even remain as unified as we were when coronavirus happened anyways? Would everything matter less if COVID didn't happen. Sometimes I want to throw my phone far away, cut ties with everyone, and live as a hermit in some remote, picturesque place. Just me and the trees and my ducks. I think more people should become hermits. I've recently gotten the opportunity to go back to the city I grew up in for a bit. It's only been like 6 or 7 years, but not being able to return has done something for me. I'm excited to go back, and walk the streets I walked as a kid, and take in how much has changed. I'm sick. People need to start giving and getting people's phone numbers again. Or emails. I'm okay with emails. I hate that lots of people don't do that anymore. Doors. I recently got a CD player, which is going to make me even more insufferable than my record player made me. I got New Miserable Experience by the Gin Blossoms, and Then and Now by The Who. I'm pretty sure my friends hate me. Or maybe they're tired of me. I have a big personality but I thought I'd found people who could take that in and understand me. I don't think they can, and I don't know what to do about it. I have a feeling I'm forgetting something.
I don't want to go anywhere, (but the hermit life's calling to me) P